The Librarian

The Librarian is a multiversal wanderer who found his way onto TTN. He's a strange contradicting mess of multiple dimensions. He prefers to keep to himself, reading books from various timelines. The Librarian originates from an old timeline that has been lost to the tides of time due to his sheer age.

He has difficultly speaking, and speaking too much will cause him to destabilize. Because of this, the usage of TTN has proven extremely helpful in both communication and helping him think without his thoughts and memories to jumble things up. However, as of recent he's gotten better when it comes to speaking.

Despite being extremely old, The Librarian acts much younger than he is and generally lacks life experience.

Early Life
The Librarian long ago was a regular human named Eire Varian, born to two loving parents on November 14th 2339. It should be noted that the timeline he originates from deviates from most other timelines travelers come from quite a bit, though The Librarian has failed to find his original timeline. He theorizes that it was modified beyond recgonizability due to sheer age. Either way, his hope of finding it has been diminished to the point he has stopped bothering to locate it.

Eire took interest to engineering, studying it intensely from his teenage years. Eventually, Eire caught interest of a government organization called Cryine, and was set out to join the organization once he had finished his studies as a young adult.

Eire would go on to marry a woman named Kizun. Despite the relationship appearing initially stable, it soon turned extremely toxic on both sides. Once Kizun had their son, Padma, the two eventually ended up divorcing. Eire and Kizun had equal custody of their child and would take turns taking care of him.

As he raised his son, Eire continued his work as an engineer. Unknown to the rest of the universe, Cryine had just recently discovered time travel. They also discovered a substance dubbed "Aether" (unrelated to the megavrsal compound Aether, or he's pretty sure), which had greater ability to manipulate time. Unknown to the organization at the time, Aether also had the ability to bend dimensions and the universe itself if utilized with proper care. Though, he has noted that there doesn't seem to be any presence of it anymore - theorizing that something could have destroyed so much of it to the point it practically doesn't exist.

Aether Incident
Unfortunately for Eire, a terrible disaster struck at his work. An experiment with the substance had gone terribly wrong, attracting extradimensional attention. An unknown cosmic being from an unknown dimension attacked the organization, causing permanent damage in its reality. The attack had several casualties, and Eire Varian was among one of them.

Eire Varian had stood up to this dimensional horror to ensure the protection of those around him. Unknown to anyone else at the time, this unknown cosmic being was quite the researcher, dragging various third dimension beings into the seventh dimension in order to study the affects on them and to eventually get the results he wanted. Most of the time, the project was a "failure" to this cosmic being, as subjects would become brain dead due to the incomprehensibility of the dimension. However, the fact that Eire wasn't forced into a state of irrational fear got its hopes up, resulting in it deciding to drag him into the seventh dimension in hope that this subject wouldn't become a vegetable.

As far as everyone else knew, the man known as Eire Varian was MIA and disappeared under mysterious circumstances, as the incident was never revealed to the public due to the possibility of terrorists trying to damage reality using the substance. He was considered dead both by Cryine and the rest of the world.

(Un)fortunately, he wasn't.

The Seventh Dimension
The destination the unknown being had in store for him - or Scale, as he is referred to by TTN - was in the seventh dimension, in order to test a hypothesis.

The experience of being left alone in the dimension broke Erie's mind nearly completely. Unable to do anything but stare into the dimension, the natural laws of the seventh dimension had their fun with Eire's entire being.

Part of the Librarian is convinced that he died in the dimension, and that some new consciousness formed on the drifting soul of a dying man. He also doesn't exactly feel like that his human life was real, like it was covered in a strange fog. He doesn't even feel connected to his old name, and that's only if he can remember it.

From the entire experience, the Librarian's entire personality was basically turned into a mash of various conflicting traits with no stability. Or rather, a multitude of different fractured unformed personalities. During the whole time, his entire being was imbued with the properties of the seventh dimension, resulting in them transforming him, as well as granting him various abilities. Some other stuff was also thrown into the mix...

Various beings from the seventh dimension had stumbled across the Librarian in this state, and had made their own observations. He was, after all, out there for an extremely long period of time, if metatime is to be considered. His captor would prevent any of them from interfering.

Leaving 7D
Eventually, after multiple thousands of years had passed (and probably much more), the Librarian gained enough strength to finally escape the seventh dimension. After a bit, he started to wander the multiverse, and learn about his gained abilities more.

For a while, the Librarian was nothing but a wandering mass of the scattered psyche of some man. Throughout the years, however, the Librarian was able to bit by bit stabilize his mind into something that was cohesive. He eventually regained his old(?) personality, though not completely; Sometimes he would relapse.

Personality
The Librarian is intelligent, but ironically not book smart.. He is still grasping the meanings of terms that are standard to most time travelers, and there is a chance that the meaning of certain conversations will be completely lost on him. Of course, due to being well traveled, one could raddle off the exact definition of something and he would instantly understand what was being spoken of.

He is typically a little bit cold and stoic. This is both due to the fact his circumstances left him severely isolated, and the fact that he generally doesn't feel emotions to the same magnitude as others. Although he does indeed feel, due to the much lesser strength of his emotions, they won't influence him as much. He could absolutely loathe someone, and yet still be able to act somewhat kindly to them. Of course, his personality has "melted" a little bit over time, and combined with the stress of Scale coming back to haunt him, he has come off as less put together as of late.

He is quite curious and enjoys learning new information of any kind. He prefers to see things for himself rather than hear from secondary sources. Chances are, if something interesting is going on, his scrying dimensional eye is watching closely. Of course, he's just happy to watch instead of getting directly involved.

The Librarian has a lot to say in text, as talking is a right that he lacks. He often gets caught up in random tangents, philosophical waxing, and subjects that have nothing to do with the matter at hand. Typing seems to help him think clearly.

One of the things the Librarian wishes for most is to be left alone to his own devices. Due to this, he has a tendency to stay out of situations that may attract unwanted attention. He may intervene if something extremely abhorrent is done, but other than that he's merely a watcher. This is mostly due to his severe apathy, due to severe isolation and trauma from his past. However, this status of being a watcher is starting to slowly erode.

Although appearing rather put together, this appearance of being together is merely an illusion mastered through years of practice. In reality, under the surface, the Librarian is a fearful and broken being who was forced through the intense mind breaking weight of the seventh dimension for an intensely long period of time. A mixed contradiction of human and cosmic being. His soul is kept together by sheer willpower. The fact it is being kept together by sheer willpower when it should be falling apart is causing progressively more damage to his soul.

He spends much of his time blindly staring into space, still having trouble grasping his condition. Not only that, but under the surface he has a psyche problem, caused by the damage from being in 7D for so long. Although he can keep it together for the most part, if a traumatic situation occurs, it can cause his personality to splinter temporarily. To an extent, The Librarian is still trying to hold onto his humanity, somewhat in denial of his own circumstances.

His biggest concern is people figuring out how broken he is under the surface, as he's aware of how people generally react to people who act insane. They tend to... Stop treating them like people with their own wants and needs. He knows that most people expect those in spells of insanity will kill entire planets. The Librarian thinks that people would either think of him as a lost cause, or try to help him out as a preemptive strike to prevent him from destroying entire planets; Either way, not caring about the person who has to live with the experience. Such concerns were starting to lessen, but they've only been worsen as his situation has escalated. As a result, this has caused him to start to withdrawal inwards, resulting in some regression on his openness with people.

While he does come off as rather apathetic, this is due to the fact he's too busy dealing with his own problems to properly give the multiverse the time of day. If The Librarian wants something done, nothing could actually succeed at stopping him, merely delaying him. His current goal of focus is to get his mind together, one way or another.

Due to the severe manipulation his captor forced him through, The Librarian severely dehumanizes himself. He has trouble being active and taking reign of situations, requiring the assistance of others to tell him what he wants to do. He partly views himself as not having emotions or thoughts. Because of this, he's extremely annoyed by people who treat him in such a matter, as he absolutely despises the treatment while being unaware of his own mental conditioning.